Doing good

Yes the post I promised will be up eventually. I swear. Promise.

I thought I’d write a post today (I can almost guarantee it’ll be rambly) because I hadn’t written one for a few days and yeah. xD I went to a 1940s event (I suppose you can call it that) and it was pretty cool!

Me attempting to feign interest in a discussion about paraffin.

Me attempting to feign interest in a discussion about paraffin.

I also got most excited about a certain stall inside the stables.



I’m very happy with it and can’t wait to pop it on my coat for winter. 😀

After that I’ve been pretty tired and my mood has been quite low again (yay hormones) but I’m doing better and have found things to improve my mood. Also helps to have lovely friends, you lot know you are. 🙂 I am trying to spend less time wasting my day on my phone (trust me, its working, I swear *cough*). It’s now turned into me spending all day on the computer learning German. At least it’s productive? xD It is nice to be doing something like this after not really being able to find my footing in education world, though. Sure, I have history but I’ve revealed (well, I’ve always known I’ve wanted to, but still) a desire to learn languages. I think I’ve spoken many times about wanting to learn languages and certainly I still want to continue learning the other languages that take my interest. I’ll soon be “one of the gang” and hopefully won’t get teased as much (Of course, they *looks pointedly at Esponia* still know more than me, but hey). 😛

I am also more eager to travel. When I was little it never particularly interested me, but through my love of history and my friends going on holidays (even within England) I desperately want to see the world (. . . or at least parts of Europe). Maybe that stems from being stuck in a house not being able to travel, but either way, I can’t wait for the day I can explore England or hop on a plane. Hopefully it won’t be long . . . Wishful thinking.

I had intended to mention a few other things, but to be fair I can’t really remember them and only a few people would understand it so there isn’t much point, I can always say it directly to them. Not that I will, due to being terrified of saying anything to anyone. xD

I suppose I should start planning gifts for later this year (I have started) due to the fact that if I do see my pal this summer I’ll be very tired, then seeing Noel Fielding in November will wear me out (being so close to the holiday season) so I should start now. It kind of isn’t fun to have to think about it, but oh well.

Well, I think that is my lot for now. My brain is tired after learning German all day, so I should give it a rest. xD
See you soon!
Jess x


Hello July!

Hello all!

My mood is definitely better after my off day yesterday, although I can still feel it lingering around. I’ve listened to a very good song though and the thoughts have been banished for now. 🙂

Today England has given us a summery day, which is a nice treat. Naturally we put out my handsome bunny so he could have a nice run (or sit under the vegless veg bed and growl if you come anywhere near him. He is lovely, trust me :P). I did play him Run Rabbit,Run by Flanagan and Allen, but he didn’t seem very taken by the idea.

It’s very hard work being a rabbit, you know. He put up a fight when it was time to go in (he bit dad’s hand. He normally doesn’t bite, so I assume he was very pissed off) and was even more grumpy when we (mum) had to cut his nails. Hey ho, at least that’s done for a few weeks, eh Benji?

I thought I’d show you my outfit for today as well. Normally I wear skirts and dresses but today I wanted to wear my new top. I didn’t really have anything to go with it (the plain skirt I bought needs to be taken in a bit) so mum suggested a pair of shorts that I completely forgot I had. So I dug them out and threw this together:
The only picture (on my camera) that dad took where I was smiling . . . Could do with an improvement. The top looks so washed out here, but I wasn’t smiling in the other photo where it looked better. Ah well. The shorts are navy, so it makes it all tie in quite nicely. No, my hair isn’t waving a flag in surrender (although I’m sure it wants to). I can’t really do much with my hair as it’s gone very awkward since I had a lot chopped off. It did need it though (I tell myself everyday when I look at pictures of myself with longer hair *sigh*). It has now fallen out of the headscarf and the rolls are slightly flat, but at least I’m not going out anywhere. xD

So that’s today so far. I am now off to finish the hand-sewing of the wall hanging. It’s so close to being done!! I can’t wait to show you all, I’m bursting with excitement! 😀
I hope you all have a lovely rest of the day and aren’t too annoyed with me posting lots lately (I don’t know what’s gotten into me!).
See you soon,
Jess x